yay! This december is the ending of 2009!
only one sentence which everyone in the world has been commented also
"time flies so fast"
2009 has been my comfort-zone year in everything i do
KA4J and CHEERFUL Class
it had never been acrossed my mind that one day i will be assigned to a class in KA4J
at first i was already satisfied when i was allocated at Victory's Class, under Rorra and i was so deeply in love with those little toddler
when i had found my comfort zone here, i was moved to the totally new class, Wisdom under ci Vena
this class is very crowded and i always gave headache everytime i talked to the kids, and lucky i was not the teacher in charge :D and yeps! i had found my comfort zone again here
after sometimes, i finally moved and fixed to Cheerful class
i had no confidence at first as i had never get in touch with Kids before and ive been always played with Junior Kids
but its indeed true when you surrended everything to Him, He will make it perfect and my love to my Cheerful kids grows day by day
and i had never dreamt that i will be assigned to be the Worship leader as well!
whoa with an average voice i have? its just because of His grace :)
IG MARKETS
okeh, it goes without saying IG is like my 3rd home after my own family and FAmilyalways
this month means ive been working here for 2 years and i am truly happy and pleased working here
well, i guess i have to move from my comfort zone and start from next year, gonna look for new job
what i have been praying for my next job is the same with IG which are a MNC, a good boss like my current boss, family-enviromental-colleagues, easily accessible location [it would be perfect if this is at Raffles Place :D] and a new range of pay.
RORIE Family
lets talk about my family
this year God opened way for my dad as he got a freelance job in Singapore with $$$ pay
i really see the changes in my family and thank God for it
my mom has been a blessing for my family and other people as well
i just realized that me and my brothers have been actively serving God in oun own ministry!
i am serving in the Sunday School, my 2nd brothers Jeff is in charge in the multimedia in my batam's church and lastly, my youngest brother is assigned at the music [keyboard/bass and guitar/ in the main service and youth service
its just true that our parents prayer has a great power and will bless its kids abundantly !
PERSONAL life
ive changed and not only me notice it but the people around me even commented about it to me
of course compared with last year, i changed lots and the greatest change i experience is my spiritual life :)
praying and devotion is my daily bread while fasting is a-must-to-do-monthly activity hahahas
i dont know since when but i am not open as i used to it last time
well, i still talk lots and lots of things to my friends around me but i just cant be opened when it talks about my feeling or personal issues
last time, i've never understood those people who always kept everything themselves but now i totally understand and i do :)
even when i am very down, the person i turn to is God by praying
only Him ever seen me in my most-worst condition/ my worst crying or begging this year
there is no human being ever seen it and, weirdly, 'am proud of it :)
Thank God for giving my the strength and i guess i had grown up and more mature! yay!
healthy food and life is my lifestyle
now am very concerned with food that i eat and always ensure no exceed oil or lesser deep fried food or less sugar
sport such as jogging/body combat/muay thai and TBT had caught my eyes as well
drinking hot green tea everyday to get rid any exceed oil
its no longer to-lose-weight purpose, its about a healthy lifestyle
one bad habit which its been difficult for me to kick off is consuming double pearl green tea ice blended!
arrrhhh why green tea is so delicious and i just cant stop consuming it every satruday with my gado gado! hahahas
now lets talk about relationship hahahahas
its the least-interesting topic for me this year
my 2 younger brothers have their own partner now and everybody else will like "so nana, ur brothers have gf now, how about u?"
eerrrrmmmmmmmmmm, my reply will always "
dont worry, u'll receive my invitation before 2012" :D and it works because it diverts their attention to the 2012 movie [and this is my initial purpose!]
so my magicwork plays effectively! hahahas
after seeing the fear in my mom's eyes when i jokingly said "is
it okay if nana dont get married so nana can take care of u and dad till u are old", i finally realized something
okeh i have been enjoying being myself and alone and i have been thinking i am living for myself not for anybody else
BUT i still have my parents and family around me whom i shud consider their feeling thus i shall not be selfish !
oh, i guess i am ready to open my heart again next year hahahas
well, i mean if there is someone approaches me next year, i will not immediately say no with no further consideration like i have been doing this year
at least, i might want pray for it and give both of us chance to see if we are meant one another or not
some people commented that i set too high standards or criterias which i strongly disagree
what ive been praying for my soulmate only 3 criterias such as love and serve God seriously [with purpose to pray/run and serve together to reach God's purpose in our life], dote on me with wholeheartedly and dearly [will never ever make me cry or break my heart] and must be taller than me, at least 10 cm [so i still can wear heels] :D
it aint impossible criterias am i right?
its just that i havent met someone who met these criteria till today
'am gonna review my wishlist of 2009 and see if i have achieved all of them !
yay! gonna make a new 2010 resolution soonnnn
yay! 2010 is a greater and creative year for me and my family :)
my heart sings a hymne of love to YOU . . .
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